+ I want to fulfil that dream. It's hugely ambitious and is a dream but #YOLO, I have nothing else to do in this lifetime but to follow my dream. I want to transform myself and to become who I always envisioned myself to be. And to finally succeed with my music. I am self-taught and have been making music for good ten years, even though only for the four or five I am making music that is worth something. Composed around 20 albums-worth of music, played around a hundred of shows, most of them alone (wish I had people who would help me out there on stage, to make it bigger, better), and I realise that I am miles away from where I want to be. I hate having to have a full-time job, it consumes so much time and energy, and I can't multitask so well, and put a lot of effort into both things..
+ ..plus we are very happy and have been for the whole time of being together in this new flat in another city, the capital..
+ ..and there are always enough cat gifs on the internet..
- .. but my vacation ends in like, half an hour. And I'll have to work almost 150 hours in two weeks which sucks major fucking balls.
- That dream is still not here.
+ new Grimes song, first five songs of new Anathema album and lots of post-everything pop-clashes-electronic music in my Spotify playlist
