@blixa Bless your heart!

I hear you, sister. Are you alright now? Anxiety sucks, I know. I lost it when I was in Paris during the terrorist attacks at Le Bataclan, only a block away from the drama. It was horrible to just hide in my hotel with hundreds of people dying just a few feet away. It just ruined me. Then I broke up with my long-distance boyfriend and now my grandma has a huge tumor in her kidney. I understand you... I haven't been eating very well either. I could give you some tips on gaining weight, though.

I wish you all the best and if you need to talk, please send me a PM.
When I was sick back in 2012, it was just a very bad stomach flu and nervosity for a meet & greet with Linkin Park and my high school finals. It was shit... quite literally.

Then in late 2013, I moved into a house that was infested with mold and the same story occurred. I was with my previous ex then and he was a greedy pig, so poor as we were, I didn't get enough food. That, combined with a lot of stress and anxiety, has made me lose about 50lbs. I can think of nicer ways, but you won't hear me complaining! :b
As soon as I get to take a decent picture, I will post one. I need to put on some make-up, wear the right clothes, shave my head and make sure I look well-groomed in general. I'm a bit vain now.

I'm about 5'5"/5'6" tall (1.69 meters), I weigh about 175lbs (89kg) and I wear a US size 10. Imagine I used to be a US 16/18. In my head I'm still humongous lol. I'll definitely post a picture, as soon as I've made a decent one, because I'm not photogenic.
