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« Reply #14820 on: Jan 28, 2010, 09:55 AM » |
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- fucked my back up
+ unlimited amounts of painkillers
+ my mother
+ tax return
- gone already
+ IKEA
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« Reply #14821 on: Jan 28, 2010, 07:29 PM » |
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-----Realized today that the college degree I've been working on for over four years, with just four classes left, might not be what I should really do for a living
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« Reply #14822 on: Jan 29, 2010, 05:39 AM » |
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- jd salinger is dead
- howard zinn is dead
WHO'S NEXT? BILL MURRAY?
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« Reply #14823 on: Jan 29, 2010, 06:20 AM » |
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+ Mono
- emotional wreckage, this winter, recording new music and failing to keep up with the expectations and perfectionism whore called ME, uncertainty, monotony, seeing the future while the future is the past and every day is exactly the same, lack of drugs to calm me down, lack of sleep to sedate me, I want not to sleep ever to have whole time of the world
- people around me are copycats - if you say 'I had a rough night' they will definitely say 'yes, me too' everytime. I cannot remember the last time somebody said - 'oh, you had a rough night? well I slept like a baby' or say anything opposite to what I am saying. no, everybody wants to seem more miserable than everyone else, especially my girlfriend. these days talking to her seems to be like talking to a mirror - whatever you say you'll get back to you
- I'm feeling quite lonely these days, and sometimes I feel as if my brain was rewiring, and something significant was changing inside my mind. I'm not sure who am I anymore
- no, this is not my regular post 1:00 AM ungrateful rant about life. this keeps going for weeks now
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« Reply #14824 on: Jan 30, 2010, 04:09 PM » |
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-----Realized today that the college degree I've been working on for over four years, with just four classes left, might not be what I should really do for a living
been there before dude, its all good man your getting a college degree and thats all thats important. your have your whole life to find out what u wanna do. just finish up and get that diploma. |
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« Reply #14825 on: Jan 30, 2010, 10:42 PM » |
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+-+ = 0 so youma dont post two positives and one negative.
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« Reply #14826 on: Feb 01, 2010, 07:48 PM » |
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- people around me are copycats - if you say 'I had a rough night' they will definitely say 'yes, me too' everytime. I cannot remember the last time somebody said - 'oh, you had a rough night? well I slept like a baby' or say anything opposite to what I am saying. no, everybody wants to seem more miserable than everyone else, especially my girlfriend. these days talking to her seems to be like talking to a mirror - whatever you say you'll get back to you
Despite it sucks, it's still better than people thinking/saying exactly the opposite to you all the time. I hate that un-copycats. |
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« Reply #14827 on: Feb 02, 2010, 05:36 AM » |
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- people around me are copycats - if you say 'I had a rough night' they will definitely say 'yes, me too' everytime. I cannot remember the last time somebody said - 'oh, you had a rough night? well I slept like a baby' or say anything opposite to what I am saying. no, everybody wants to seem more miserable than everyone else, especially my girlfriend. these days talking to her seems to be like talking to a mirror - whatever you say you'll get back to you
Despite it sucks, it's still better than people thinking/saying exactly the opposite to you all the time. I hate that un-copycats. well, yes, that is even more annoying I guess. I just hope there are enough of both people around me, cause now it's all about copycats  + my gf + MONO, Oceansize, M U S I C |
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« Reply #14828 on: Feb 02, 2010, 08:37 AM » |
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- people around me are copycats - if you say 'I had a rough night' they will definitely say 'yes, me too' everytime. I cannot remember the last time somebody said - 'oh, you had a rough night? well I slept like a baby' or say anything opposite to what I am saying. no, everybody wants to seem more miserable than everyone else, especially my girlfriend. these days talking to her seems to be like talking to a mirror - whatever you say you'll get back to you
Despite it sucks, it's still better than people thinking/saying exactly the opposite to you all the time. I hate that un-copycats. well, yes, that is even more annoying I guess. I just hope there are enough of both people around me, cause now it's all about copycats + my gf + MONO, Oceansize, M U S I C You got to weigh what he said To help you shape the way you play You gotta get rid of the mourning Sort out the habits of your mind LOSTPILOT! |
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« Reply #14829 on: Feb 02, 2010, 01:06 PM » |
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dear raynor, you, sir, are a simply one confusing man
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« Reply #14830 on: Feb 02, 2010, 01:19 PM » |
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- Weather is batshit crazy!
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« Reply #14831 on: Feb 03, 2010, 08:41 AM » |
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- Weather is batshit crazy!
Indeed. We just got almost a foot of snow last Saturday and were in the negative degrees,then yesterday it was in the 50's,sunny and beautiful. Bleh. + music + <3 + David Bowie's face + Chris Cornells voice |
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« Reply #14832 on: Feb 05, 2010, 02:58 AM » |
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dear raynor, you, sir, are a simply one confusing man
haha nah you just need to cheer up dude. you're making good music and seem to have a sweet girlfriend. that's more then what most people have! |
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« Reply #14833 on: Feb 05, 2010, 06:17 AM » |
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dear raynor, you, sir, are a simply one confusing man
haha nah you just need to cheer up dude. you're making good music and seem to have a sweet girlfriend. that's more then what most people have! I know - I should be grateful to life that I have really much good in my life - , I just have some quite dark moments.. well, I guess they depend on how busy I am - and at that moment I had vacation, so a lot of thoughts bumped right through my head, you know. but it's all good. I mean, it's the struggle in your life that really makes your life worth living, right? |
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« Reply #14834 on: Feb 05, 2010, 03:53 PM » |
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- a friend was fixing a car next door when the car fell on him with his 3 year old son standing beside him
- don't know if he's gonna make it
+ being able to comfort his son while he was being life flighted and thankful the little boy wasn't trying to help his daddy under the car
- stress
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« Reply #14835 on: Feb 05, 2010, 05:03 PM » |
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+the superbowl is this weekend
- my chargers are not in it
- getting tired of the winter
+ going to the penguins and caps game this weekend.
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« Reply #14836 on: Feb 08, 2010, 03:38 PM » |
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especially my girlfriend. these days talking to her seems to be like talking to a mirror - whatever you say you'll get back to you
Not to prove your point, but I couldn't agree with you more there.
-The intense disgust for myself, and the heavy rug that is my lifestyle that i seem to not be able to shake off. I long for the days where my life was more pre-programmed. At least that made things a LITTLE more interesting. Now it seems that I can't even wake up in the morning without wanting to go back to sleep, to save myself the sickening boredom of doing nothing all day, every day. Maybe if i put my hair into cornrows and landed a job as a greasemonkey setting up carnival rides I'd break into a smile occasionally. However I continuously bathe in my own insufficiency, and i'm eagerly awaiting some kind of curveball...a spike in the chart...something other than the flatline that I call "My life" |
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Going down for the count, No use in sticking around.
Give it up without a fight, I am not your stereotype.
By the time you read this, it'll be too late...too late to miss me.
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« Reply #14837 on: Feb 10, 2010, 08:51 PM » |
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+ work week is almost over
+ snow stop
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« Reply #14838 on: Feb 12, 2010, 12:40 AM » |
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+ school's over for the week
- i think I'm beginning to get this bad idea about me...i just think I'm a goddamned hippo, i feel huge, i even stopped eating crap food, and all the shit one should not eat, i've been exercising for about a month an a half now, and i feel more bloated than before...i don't know, but i really feel kind of weird now...i even get depressed very often, just from looking other people and comparing me to them...i feel pretty fucking fat...
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"Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed through a slow vibration, we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather." -Bill
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« Reply #14839 on: Feb 12, 2010, 05:02 AM » |
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+ complex music structures that I am able to decode and enjoy
+ plans for the weekend
+ hope for "Constellations"
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