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Fuck, I just thought of a real one.

So my sister is Uber christian right.  Like UBER Christian.  So I had a rough weekend trying to learn to hold my tong around her.  Well I had to hang out with her and her Uber christian friends on Sat night.  Well, it was rough.  And then they decided that I was going to church with them the next morning.

Sooooooo, I wake up really early and tell my sister that I'm going to starbucks to get us coffee while she is getting ready. I order my usual venti regular coffee with 4 espresso shots.  However about 10 min earlier I stopped by a liquor store and bought 3 little starbucks coffee shooters.  So I added them to my drink , chugged away.  And called it a Sunday morning.  On a positive note though, I did have a really good time at church.


fuck, that's totally what i should do when my parents make me go.  i usually just get high, but gettin crunk/caffeinated before sounds super cool.  were you a good listener during the sermon?


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I was.  I actually found the book of James to have a lot of wisdom.  I was also very social and nice before the service.


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yeah, there is quite a bit of good values and wisdom in the christian bible.  too bad most christians either ignore it or take it so literally that it all loses its true meaning.  my mom is uber christian as well, and spends a shitload of time studying the bible, but she tends to ignore a lot of the messages, or so it would seem by the way she lives her life.  she's definitely not as bad as most, but every time i go to church with her i hear all these great values and wonder if she actually listens.  maybe she should try coffee and bailey's beforehand too.


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Bible is a mythical story about virtues and sins.
Some take it as fact, with the whole story.
Some take it as a story, with message in it.


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yeah, i hate people who try to argue that all that shit actually happened.  i'm not saying it didn't, i just like the idea of it being a collection of fables to try to help people live a good life way better.


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My grandfather died a year ago December, and not a single day goes by that I don't think of him.     I feel guilt about not spending as much time with him in the last few years of his life as I should have.  There were alot of unsaid things.     Now, my grandma is dying of cancer, and I can't even bring myself to call her.  She is upset about me not calling, and she misses me and my kids.    I know it's fucked up, but it feels like if I act like it isn't happening.... that I can't open myself up to more hurt.  Sometimes I just want to be fucking happy!

HOpefully I can pull my head outta my ass, and give her the acknowledgement she deserves... before it's too late again.

just fucking call her!

I lost my grandfather some time ago as well and I never really got to know him even though I've met him quite a lot my whole life. when I was a kid getting to know him wasn't very interesting, as with most older people when you're a kid. when I got older the distance only got bigger. then he and my grandmother moved to the same city me and the rest of the family lived in and I finally started spending some time with them. then he suddenly became very sick and things happened fast. towards the end he seemed a lot more talkative and like he too realized we should start getting to know each other better. but things never got that far and I regret it deeply. in fact, we did have A LOT in common and it's pretty obvious that my interest in art and music came from him, through my mom. it sucks realizing this too late. and I just wish I had spent more time them both back then.

after he passed me and my grandmother have grown very close though. I lived just a couple of houses away from her until recently and I visited her at least once a weak, sometimes a lot more. she's the kindest and most caring person in the world. actually a bit too caring. if she hears you sneeze she'll jump the phone and call and ambulance, pretty much. but it's nice knowing someone cares about you so much.
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My grandfather died a year ago December, and not a single day goes by that I don't think of him.     I feel guilt about not spending as much time with him in the last few years of his life as I should have.  There were alot of unsaid things.     Now, my grandma is dying of cancer, and I can't even bring myself to call her.  She is upset about me not calling, and she misses me and my kids.    I know it's fucked up, but it feels like if I act like it isn't happening.... that I can't open myself up to more hurt.  Sometimes I just want to be fucking happy!

HOpefully I can pull my head outta my ass, and give her the acknowledgement she deserves... before it's too late again.

trust me, as someone who has lost both grandfathers and am quickly losing both grandmothers, call her visit her spend as much time as possible with her. yoy may think you are trying to spare yourself pain, but i ask you: what is more painful, your last memories of your grandma being with her and giving her joy and your kids a chance to know her or her lying in a box in a funeral home? your choice, i know which one i would make...
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You are all right.  Thanks for the intervention.   =o)


I'm going to call her today... and let the kids talk to her also.  Hopefully she will be happy to hear from all of us.  And, I may go see her tomorrow. 


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