I got dumped the day after my birthday and the day I came back from Amsterdam. I was gutted as it didn't make sense. I'm still in bits about it as there has been other stuff around it. He's a total cunt but I just can't stop thinking about him and it's tearing me up. I wish there was a pill for us to forget about these things.
You have my sympathies. I lost my girlfriend in early april, just a couple of weeks before my birthday. I actually ended it, but only after she had pretty much told me it was in my hands and she gave hints all over the place that she wanted me to end it. So I did, and I immediately regretted it since I did love her, but she gave me the cold shoulder, made it pretty obvious that she was happy about it and yet blamed me for everything and acted like she was the one who got hurt. I'm pretty much fucked in the head after that whole ordeal, was depressed before but now I'm eating pills and going to a psychiatrist. That girl made me feel like the most useless person in the whole world, and she said and did things that hurt me more than I thought was possible. Still, I can't help but think positively of her and miss the good times we had. It truly sucks. E-hugs. Hope you feel better soon.
