The +/- thread!

[deftones47]

- Having to wait through an already late spring just for summer to come.

[deftones47]

+ Finally getting some spring weather
+ Seeing friends tomorrow

[BillyNo.9]

- Obsessively checking my ex's facebook and twitter accounts.

[deftones47]

- Chi Cheng is dead.

[chick de la lynch]

- Chi Cheng is dead.

[devilinside]

- Chi Cheng is dead.

[luisch]

- Chi Cheng is dead.

[black coffee]

Even more sad to know 4 years ago the guys in the band were optimistic he would recover! RIP Chi you legend, you will be missed. Fucking car accidents.

[digital bath]

- just waking up after a great night, first sunny day since months, and now I'm reading that Chi is dead.
Sitting in front of my PC with tears in my eyes

[sing blue silver]

- just waking up after a great night, first sunny day since months, and now I'm reading that Chi is dead.
Sitting in front of my PC with tears in my eyes

I cried my eyes out like a little bitch last night. Nice to see the news made front page of reddit. Reading all the comments from people he had such an impact on brings a smile to my face.

[black coffee]

- Obsessively checking my ex's facebook and twitter accounts.

Dude you are losing face and that is a terrible thing. Whenever I meet my ex ( my first ex in fact ) she looks at me this disrespectful way, because she knows what happened back in the day, what I tried to win her back. The problem about humiliating myself in front of her was not that she would think bad of me, but that I lost respect for myself and it took a while to regain it.  Sad to see someone else in a very similar situation. I wish you all the best, kiddo.

[BillyNo.9]

-/+ went to a rock night at a local nightclub and sat alone most of the night. Drinking cranberry and vodkas in tribute to Chi. I went alone hoping that something amazing would happen, like one of the many beautiful, lonely girls stood outside having a cigarette looking troubled  would notice me and come over and start talking or something amazing. It was a good hopeful distraction from all the other shit at least.

The only bonds I made all night were with some guy that had a white pony tattoo on his leg and a student from the Isle of Man that shovels tapir shit as part of is degree . I walked back with a homeless guy I see around sometimes that shreds the bongos. I gave him a few pounds with Chi in mind, remembering that clip from S/T where Chi gives some guy $20. I knew the guy was just going my way to buy some heroin. Not really sure how I feel tonight to be honest. Guess I'm going to drink more vodka and listen to Hum.

[devilinside]

- the shit goin down in Boston...the world has gone mad.

[BillyNo.9]

- I really do just want to die. Living in such a hopeless life is fucking agony every day.

[luisch]

+ The Cure live. Amazing set.

[digital bath]

+ 17th june: got my long awaited date for my tattoo
+ 18th june: Limp Bizkit concert
+ 19th june: Korn concert

was a great fan back in the days, "significant other" + "issues" blowed my mind away, never saw them live so it's cool to have the chance to see my old "heroes".
But...

- ...have to work on these days :/

[BillyNo.9]

- Everything seems to enrage me. Customers at work, random girls in clubs acting like bitches to their male friends and disgustingly blatant/despicable adverts on Spotify when I'm just trying to pretend I'm someone else by listening to A Tribe Called Quest.

[DeftonesNZ]

Don't know what to say man that's just a part of life it happens to everyone at some point, eventually you learn it's a waste of time focusing on the stuff that annoys you because it changes nothing and you end up being a negative dick head who no one wants to be around. I used be like this but then I just put stuff in perspective and realised I was being childish, even though it feels like it will last forever it won't.

[black coffee]

+ took a holiday for the rest of the week
+ seeing Meshuggah Friday and Saturday

[digital bath]

- Everything seems to enrage me. Customers at work, random girls in clubs acting like bitches to their male friends and disgustingly blatant/despicable adverts on Spotify when I'm just trying to pretend I'm someone else by listening to A Tribe Called Quest.

Don't know what to say man that's just a part of life it happens to everyone at some point, eventually you learn it's a waste of time focusing on the stuff that annoys you because it changes nothing and you end up being a negative dick head who no one wants to be around. I used be like this but then I just put stuff in perspective and realised I was being childish, even though it feels like it will last forever it won't.

Thats right. Think positive.
Just try to be better than the people and things who upset you, without judging them too much.
Everyone can decide what and how he does it.
Do your own thing, as best as you can, with a clear conscience and a full heart, and nothing can harm you.
You just have to show what you are, and someday you'll find people who are like you.

To quote Immortal Technique:  "I'd rather be proud of what I am, rather than desperately trying to be something I'm really not, just to fit in."